Crux by Apryl Skies

Why, 
when holding back the fray of our unraveling
sculpted of a quiet dusk trundling skyward 
toward our impatient, rhythmic breaths,
in unison, a curious soul-shined radiance
curling into the touch of angels 
with eyes tired against the weight 
of all timid graces . . .

Why pale such beauty with hollow words 
said or unsaid 
for only a fleeting cause for dance 
in the shallow depths of my every  
waking imagining . . .

Why might I still find
(among tears you never knew I shed) 
a voice now broken 
all of shattered glass and torn silences 
a voice restrained though still echoing songs 
of an ocean's gentle unsleeping
and find again on this pillow 
the frailty of all lost hope . . .

Why was sacrifice not enough
when the skies of my private heaven
are batter broken in the purr of my cries 
when cathedrals built of constellations crumble 
under the measure of my mirrored reflection
when stars too frail to shine 
fall to ruby dust at my feet 
and I am washed of raindrops 
I can no longer feel . . .

Why when my heart was folded 
and placed in your hands
written of word and burned as pyre

. . . have I not yet come undone?